Hello you need a lot more watts

. If you don't know I show how to get the right wattage.
1st: R=U/I=125V/1.15A =
109 Ohm2nd: P=U^2/R=(120V)^2/109Ohm =
132Wat 1st: U...burning voltage; I...burning current
at 2nd: U...main voltage (120V US, 230V Europe)
That is an easy way to make your own self-ballasted mercury.
So I hope to helped you

Michael