Its many a factors. According to my parents it started with a merry go round somewhere in topeka kansas where i spotted the one dead lamp out of hundreds on the ride. It stuck to me and when i was 5-6 i started getting a few lamps. Skip a decade to today and you have a teenage madman posting this under the light of an M400.
Of all the change in my life i have experienced, this and a few other things are what have defined who i am and how i live life.